Quick Time-Out

I'm seriously failing at updating, and I realize. There will be more, and hopefully in more detail, in the coming days.

Sleep doesn't even come anymore. I'm depressed, and I don't know why. For once, all the pieces in life have fallen close to one another and all I have to do is give them the littlest touches to put them into place.

So why can't I?

It's eating me up, and it's making her miserable. I'm so scared to push her away. "The best thing to ever happen to me" feels so inadequate to describe this woman in my life. I have no idea what to do, but I will be damned if something like this comes between us and pushes her away.

I have to woman up and grow a pair, and learn how to bottle up my feelings again. It's time to stop letting them be something in life for a while. It's time to get back into gear.

Back At Ya

You are a Social Liberal (76% permissive) and an... Economic Liberal (35% permissive) You are best described as a: Democrat (35e/76s) Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

I can't believe I'm dating a socialist wannabe. *shudder*